距离托福考试4天

 近期心情浮躁，有种考完GRE万事大吉，还对分数挺满意的感觉。一边心里知道自己的GRE成绩没有到优秀，毕竟连最容易拿分的数学也才89%，语文更是中等水平，作文最差，应该珍惜托福的机会，把握住作文的大分，提高自己的水平才是。

自己一直在推着自己往前走，但的确随着年龄的增加，想要的物质越来越多，想享受生活的想法越来越强烈。一边吐槽自己的专业和学校，一边又无法跳出这个圈子，看看其他专业，找到最适合自己的职业。学历越往上走，身边的人都是同样的职业规划很难看到之外的世界，可是目前的规划又是最能获得成功的路径，如果转变到其他的方向，一切都要从0开始。虽然内心有这种冲动，但我又不能确定自己真实的ability。从小的环境就是按照这条路一直走上去，目前的想法是，先走到顶端，之后选择的放弃才是invest all possibilities 后的最不容易后悔的决定。

千万不要再一次后悔了，只要是自己做出的选择，就不易后悔。


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